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Discharged from the hospital with some antibiotics while this bite heals. Just to prevent infection they said. It's weird that I can still smell Harrow on the bag of clothes, weird that it makes me uneasy.
Hope that passes soon.
Hope that passes soon.
Edited 2022-10-06 12:01 (UTC)
Good job Simon getting this journal. Feels more like home already. Just without the job and you know you have wings.
Just kidding, apparently Harrow got us jobs at the hospital I was admitted to before? Only he could walk into a hospital and do that I swear. It'll be good to get back to normal with work... soon.
Just kidding, apparently Harrow got us jobs at the hospital I was admitted to before? Only he could walk into a hospital and do that I swear. It'll be good to get back to normal with work... soon.
Almost bought pants with a tail hole in them today. That was probably just some one time freakish thing though, so I didn't. Did get a couple shirts though, probably could replicate how they accommodate the wings on the other shirts I have. Not as nicely, but eh.
Wonder how many cold cases Harrow has solved in the twoish days he's been working.
Wonder how many cold cases Harrow has solved in the twoish days he's been working.
Tried calling Karina today. My parents. Not to talk to them, just to hear their voices.
Phone just rang mostly. Wrong number a couple of times, which didn't make sense. Nothing makes sense here.
Too scared to call Harrow now. What if he doesn't pick up either? What if he's gone now? This is stupid.
Phone just rang mostly. Wrong number a couple of times, which didn't make sense. Nothing makes sense here.
Too scared to call Harrow now. What if he doesn't pick up either? What if he's gone now? This is stupid.
Edited 2022-10-07 04:24 (UTC)
Been helping Harrow with a case that is apparently a monster attack, but anyone with eyes could tell it wasn't. Feels good to sort of be back at work.
Just want to be normal again.
Just want to be normal again.
The fact Harrow didn't make a gay joke about me asking for a dirty shirt of his is impressive. Still not sure if this is a good idea or not, but can't just keep hiding. I want to have some kind of life here while I can.
Couple days now with perfume de Harrow and I've never felt more on edge in my life. Not the good kind of edging either.
Trying to do normal shit to train myself or something. Cooking. Watching a show. Even looking at work stuff Harrow's sent over. Anything to try and connect the scent to that. Not that night.
Getting harder to get rid of the scent when I need a break.
Trying to do normal shit to train myself or something. Cooking. Watching a show. Even looking at work stuff Harrow's sent over. Anything to try and connect the scent to that. Not that night.
Getting harder to get rid of the scent when I need a break.
Wondering if I'm coming down with something. General achiness around my head and lower back. Ugh last thing I need is to be sick on top of dealing with being surrounded by Harrow's eau de cologne.
Maybe it's the flu. Went and got some cold and flu medicine, think I'll try taking that see if it helps. Hopefully it doesn't knock me out too badly, have some stuff to look over Harrow sent.
Seems they're still fighting him on that "monster" homicide.
Seems they're still fighting him on that "monster" homicide.
Pretty sure I'm growing fur on my chest, probably on my back too. It feels strange. Not like human hair and it's really light. Just when I think things couldn't get weirder.
Really not fair that I keep growing things and Harrow doesn't.
Really not fair that I keep growing things and Harrow doesn't.
This place literally is putting hair on my chest. Fur. Whatever. I'm not sure if I should try shaving it or not.
Head and back still really hurt, maybe I should go see a doctor, but what if I run into Harrow? Should try and stop focusing on it, that won't help.
Head and back still really hurt, maybe I should go see a doctor, but what if I run into Harrow? Should try and stop focusing on it, that won't help.
Found out why my head hurt. Woke up with donkey ears. No, maybe deer ears? Animal ears that's all that matters, where my normal person ears were!
Really regretting not picking up those pants with the tail hole now, that only seems inevitable.
Really regretting not picking up those pants with the tail hole now, that only seems inevitable.
Is it weird wearing Harrow's shirt around while I do things at the hotel? Feels like it. Is it maybe helping? Unsure yet. This whole scent thing is still really throwing me off.
Dear Diary, I grow more furry every day.
I hate it.
Don't think I'm as hairy as Harrow, but that's a given.
I hate it.
Don't think I'm as hairy as Harrow, but that's a given.
Edited 2022-10-18 06:57 (UTC)
A tail. That's it. That's all. Next I'll be growing antlers and want to devour human hearts according to Harrow.
I'm considering going into work finally. In person I mean. Probably should do a vibe check with Harrow first, but maybe part of me thinks it would be safer in public? Who knows what could happen in private, what if this "training" of ours didn't work?
Need to start thinking of a costume for that Halloween party. Would Cupid be too on the nose with the wings? Don't think Cupid ever had animal ears and a tail though.
Wonder if Harrow will bother dressing up or if he'll even want to go.
Wonder if Harrow will bother dressing up or if he'll even want to go.
Yeah Cupid has definitely won. Now I just need to go either buy the outfit or buy stuff to make it. Honestly keep it simple stupid might be the best way to go.
Harrow does not seem at all interested in dressing up, no fun what so ever.
Harrow does not seem at all interested in dressing up, no fun what so ever.
Cupid is coming along. Went the cheap route and bought a couple white bedsheets. 200 thread count, it's just for one night. Though I don't know how I'll ever sleep on cheap sheet again after sleeping in this hotel for weeks now, they must make these sheets with literal clouds.
Going into work tomorrow, for real for real. Fingers crossed Harrow doesn't try to take another bite out of me.
Going into work tomorrow, for real for real. Fingers crossed Harrow doesn't try to take another bite out of me.
Success, Harrow did not try to eat me. It felt good being at work again. Felt almost like home. Almost meaning not even close, but if I lie to myself then it might be true.
The bad thing about having a more sensitive sense of smell is that bodies sure do smell worse then I remembered. Something to focus on other than Harrow's scent though, I'll give it that.
Realized I need a bow and arrow for my Cupid costume. Not sure if I should try making something or go cheap and buy something at a store. Could be funny to use a toy bow and arrow.
Trying to convince Harrow to go as the Big Bad Wolf, he won't even need to wear a costume. It's perfect.
Trying to convince Harrow to go as the Big Bad Wolf, he won't even need to wear a costume. It's perfect.
It's not weird to find your boss' scent good smelling is it? Did I do this to myself? Yes.
Fuck.
Fuck.
I can't believe this is happening. It's so stupid, but it makes sense at the same time I guess? I need to give his shirt back, but every time I think about it I can't. This is so creepy Simon, stop being so creepy.
So the Cupid costume is all set for the party, great. One thing taken care of. Still need to give that shirt back. Haha.
I keep making excuses, like Harrow hasn't given MINE back soooo...
I keep making excuses, like Harrow hasn't given MINE back soooo...
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